voice cracks......my larnyx begins to studder.....
shes put the gun to my throat....pulled the trigger
too many cuts...too many bruises i crawl on my scalded knees.....
got no options..... she left me none....just a reason to burn with anger
i lie here writhing in pain.....suffer with every breath.....is this what i need?
and i lie here...........
so cold.. so dead.. so frozen
pulled into a relm of discomfort...as my bodys pulled unto the death-cart
lying there...thinking about the times that were surreal....
i brought with me the night so dark....i brought the end close to me..
here, my skin crawls...as night falls...cannot, but think about, what you did.....
my body rots, blood begins to drop, as i get shot in the heart again......
and i lie here...........
so cold.. so dead.. so frozen
Losing my mind.....losing my soul.....losing everything.....all of which you sold....
Cant believe i loved you crazy....Cant believe how all of this now appears hazy....
Traces of you, im still trying to forget....thats why i have to bleed....to rid me of this shitt
She holds me near as i lay there gasping for air....she bids me a final goodbye....shooting without a care
and i lie here...........
so cold.. so dead.. so frozen
